Its been a while and it doesn't mean I wasn't aware of this state, but I had to give myself some time. One can invent million of reasons to acknowledge this time, but in all honesty there is not one sole reason to explain this. Let's just say it has been tough. Sometimes being an [...]
The year 2018
This was the most imperfect year ever, but that's ok. For the first time in my life, I got to live and acknowledge all the insecurities that a young artist can ever encounter when getting into adulthood. First jobs, first deadlines, the first real epic fails and the real-life encounter with pain. What did [...]
Define a mission
https://www.instagram.com/p/BiWpSLpAFxj/?taken-by=themichelinmission A mission is something we all look after and seek to attain in ourselves. There are instances where it is easy to identify and sometimes it takes a lot of time and patience. In the last few months, I have sought to identify this call and mission. I looked and lived life to understand [...]
Getting up
It's been a long month. With all its hardships, I feel that I have opened up my eyes to new possibilities. Although it is fine that I have made mistakes, I feel that I am stronger and better than ever before. Although their might be not a lot of successful turns and developments within this [...]
Learning to decide for yourself
Here is the update : https://www.instagram.com/p/Bgl5xMjBG3U/?taken-by=themichelinmission I refined the mesh much more and hopefully, I can create other assets to build up my modeling skills. I've been trying to keep up my great work and work more and more every day. Although sometimes it is hard, I am trying to keep up. On another note, [...]
When the going gets tough, the tough get going
Right now I'm working on my first 3d work of 2018. It's been a long time coming, but it is fine. I have given myself time off, to breath and live. To stop pressuring myself and feel that it is fine not to be constantly perfect. Being an artist or any sort of creative is not [...]
its here again
Guess who is back !! https://www.instagram.com/p/BgIiIPEhKca/?taken-by=themichelinmission So Glad to have him back on track with the rest of my coming projects. Bob is the kiddo that never lost hope, and in fact, he turned 1 this month. I'm so happy to have planned and geared some matter to his direction, to a possible dope video. [...]
it all starts here
Away from comfort, I shall start this journey! Today was the day where I finally started planning out my year, my new chapter and my new ambitious self! All in the power to do good and be good, I have developed a well-structured timetable where I can retrain my body, my mental capabilities, and my [...]
Feeling like a total fail.
I'm not shy to say this but I have days like today, where I feel I lost my way. I apply for jobs, one after the other and although the majority will say that they are impressed at how many milestones and achievements I have obtained at such young age, I feel I don't know [...]
Making it a point to finish what i start.
After 3 weeks keeping myself busy and focused, there is already a sense of change within me. I'm looking at things in ways, that I have not done in quite a while. Away from everything that is dull and real, I'm trying to extract and understand the sheer reality of beauty. Although this beauty is not [...]
