Today I started pushing forward some of my ideas that I am going to present for my final MA thesis. It is a scary move to do, but I am hoping for the best. It is a journey that I don’t want it to end, but at the same time I look forward to getting this work done and doing my best to create something meaningful and full of good lessons for me to digest and process. After that I don’t know what my life will hold!
I am trying to understand and appreciate all the beautiful skies that are still here for me to enjoy. I have made such great friends and I can’t bear the fact that it will soon be over. I am so grateful for having had a blast time here!
Anyways I’m leaving with this today! Nothing that conceptual but rather a touch of my life and some happiness, that I find within all this work.
‘Art is like a border of flowers along the course of civilization.’
The narrative that I am currently exploring is emerged within the development of a character that is finding struggles within the inner self. The idea behind this narrative is about how this struggle will take this character into places and with some perseverance and obstacles a long the way he will define and transform into realizing the definition and permanence of being in this world.
A very brief synopsis but to some extent this character is still an unfinished development and I am still letting my thoughts breath within this brainstorming.
The visual attempt to this approach is one that is mostly taken within hybrid formation of different media and development. In this manner I would be allowing the definition and understanding of these chaotic thoughts to have their freedom and expressive freedom.
‘Some people drink from the fountain of knowledge, others just gargle’
Looking back to where it all started one should be startled to realize that we all came from one foundation. Today I came across something an artifact that has been part of my past. Although it might not connote anything for some individuals, I believe that looking back into any past, one can trace and understand the essence and presence of being this present individuality.
There is a moment in this film, where you forget that its a movie and you get mesmerized within the wonders that lie within the french caves. Away and still these images narrate something more profound than any technological advancement in this current world. Although only through film one is able to perceive this beauty, one come to terms to realize that the most profound wonders lie within the simplicity of our hearts.
To this I was drawn to look and develop something that meant and created a meaningful venture within this development. Although I clueless immersed myself into this, I started to acknowledge powerful synergies within these paintings.
Synergies that took me back to my past. Where all I saw was magnified with my own perception. The funny thing is that I still find myself that same crazy kid from the inside despite the physical growth that I have undergone.
In this way is everything we do in life has a certain permanence to its unfolding?
Is it something that can never disappear or it is bound to be forgotten to the instance we think about doing it?
OK. I know it’s Friday and I am posting this all of a sudden. But after a long stagnation in my creative bubble I feel that it is prime time, I let loose and start sharing my work. My thoughts and my creative impulses. I apologize for practically abandoning all of this and practically leave everything quite dormant.
Funnily enough I felt a great sense of frustration and to some extent I was not prepared to continue writing about my work. Which is sad, but at the same time it paved way for me to grow and understand who I really am. As an creative in this chaotic environment called life.
Well why I am here.
For a simple fact I need to get my thoughts liberated and I feel that here I can share whatever I want. In whatever ways and content.
Today, as per usual we had a guest speaker from BlueZoo, and what struct me the most is that the frustration and eagerness to learn and limitation of time is a resonating element that is within all of us. Animation and the life that you end up living in, as a student does not seem appealing and that is true.
Yet, what strikes me the most, although this medium is relatively new within my creative capability the ultimate results and beautiful creations that we all can create all profoundly come to one whole at each and every project. No matter the heart aches and the sleepless nights, and crazy mental dilemmas that I face. Looking at in the end I always feel a sense of pride and excitement.
Although I have only five months to go in this beautiful place, I will let nothing stop me from achieving whatever I have always set my mind in doing. I know that it is going to be super hard, and I will loose it from time to time, but I feel that this is the right point and I can achieve it no matter what others might think.
I will not let fear destroy this creative bloom that I have been holding from when I remember.
Day 1 will always be the hardest. But the mission will never end.