Learning to decide for yourself

Here is the update :

I refined the mesh much more and hopefully, I can create other assets to build up my modeling skills. I’ve been trying to keep up my great work and work more and more every day. Although sometimes it is hard, I am trying to keep up.

On another note, I realized something extremely important to which I think a lot would underestimate. Never let anyone condition who you are. Let no judgment, no thought or perception destroy or damage who you are. The most important thing is you and your journey. Other people are important but not as important as you are to your being and self. Everyone seeks to make his image the best and unfortunately, in this world, there is more to this than the honest sheer reality of purity from the soul.

Decide for yourself. Seek opinion but you have the gear and steer for your own journey. Not X or Y.

Your identity is yours to treasure and makes use of.

Keep Positive

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its here again

Guess who is back !!

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Bob is back! 😀

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So Glad to have him back on track with the rest of my coming projects. Bob is the kiddo that never lost hope, and in fact, he turned 1 this month. I’m so happy to have planned and geared some matter to his direction, to a possible dope video.

My storyboard is underway and I will soon be posting some storyboard ideas I had in mind to get this character back on track.

What else?

Oh I found this interesting ceramic artist the other day and thought to share it here:

 

The designs she is able to create the reused material is impressive and somewhat incredible. Although she did fail, haha she didn’t keep herself from doing what she really loved. This is a testimony that doing what you love is the only success you need.

I have been preparing a lot of material for the coming lectures and all of this is quite exciting! My students are doing an amazing job with their portfolio and I am very happy with their performance.

Hope you too are having an amazing sunny day as mine.

All the best micheliners.

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it all starts here

Away from comfort, I shall start this journey! Today was the day where I finally started planning out my year, my new chapter and my new ambitious self! All in the power to do good and be good, I have developed a well-structured timetable where I can retrain my body,  my mental capabilities, and my inner peace.

Although I have scheduled something that is simple, I feel that having a simple and clear objective will provide a clear and stable conscious of the way I want to work in the coming months. Together with this I have evaluated and sought to extract the dream goal to which I want all of this to unfold on, and with the sheer commitment, I will hard to redevelop my portfolio and focus on attaining this position.

Through Learning, Hard work, Graditute, and Self Empowerment I will reach the next level of excellence.

Stay Focused and Positive Micheliners!

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Feeling like a total fail.

I’m not shy to say this but I have days like today, where I feel I lost my way.

I apply for jobs, one after the other and although the majority will say that they are impressed at how many milestones and achievements I have obtained at such young age, I feel I don’t know who I am! After over 500 applications, I feel I lost it all.

This reminds me when at my 3rd grade, I felt I had nothing worth and somehow I didn’t get anything in class and was too slow to understand anything. Not only have I conquered the coming years, but I have savagely worked day and night to reach all possible milestones to be here today. Although I did have setbacks, I did struggle, I was constantly bullied, and stupidly judged, I have fought like a real fighter and really did my utmost to beat any negative vibes.

I want to get that young spirit, that wild and fearless Michelle back in my life. Life is not easy and I don’t want it easy. It will push me down and I will forcefully pull myself back up.

I am not in shape, I am not happy like this, I have an option to get this vibe out of the system and WORK back up. No matter all the No’s and rejections that I will get, I am going to work my ass off.

I will make 2018 a great year. I am going to give it my best, and I will be the wild child that will push away all the negative stance that people echo in my ears. I will push away my negative and sense of giving up into one that wants to achieve. I have lived, worked and had rough days the past two years, but I never gave up on anything I did.

There are good people, out there. I am one of them too.

This is my mission.

Stay Awake, Stay Focused and Stay Positive.

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Making it a point to finish what i start.

After 3 weeks keeping myself busy and focused, there is already a sense of change within me. I’m looking at things in ways, that I have not done in quite a while. Away from everything that is dull and real, I’m trying to extract and understand the sheer reality of beauty. Although this beauty is not a presentation, I’m focusing on how to become more positive and vibrant within my daily commutes and working environment.

Taking away all that responds to negative thoughts, I am pushing myself into understand the motivational and promising voice within myself. This kind of cheer, was real when I was young ; growing up and somehow through life worries and anxieties I turned all of this into a sheer package of fear and negativity.

Trying to take this turmoil away I am trying to face, and challenge myself in becoming good and appreciative person. Depending on nobody, and comparing myself to nobody I am trying to focus just on my journey. Unlike other years I am taking and reviewing other people success, as an example and way forward within this journey.

Understanding, that my journey is unique, mine and it has a fulfilling quality that only I need to see and work on it. Focusing on it, with all my heart and strength will be my guiding force to be good and do good things.

 

 

The energy that there is within the video is somewhat beautifully remarkable, and this is the energy that we all should convey to all the doubts and fears that restrict and make us disbelief of what we can do.

Cheers to another Positive Week.

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What do I really want to be?

 

There is a lot to this question that I have invested my entire childhood seeking to understand. Looking back in the development of understanding this, I realized that the quest in finding this answer is somehow always somewhere in the future. It is a metamorphosis that develops and inherits effects, experiences through out the journey ahead.

Something that is profound is that although sometimes even getting to your aspired destination, somehow a missing link is always there. Taking on my aspirations, I have always been casing the dream of becoming an animator. Having achieved this in its full glory, I understand that somehow, my life is more than this. To this desire to be more, achieve more, I am in the middle of a cross road to find and understand the deeper sense, of this presence on this earth. One can argue that this can be through my own animation, it is indeed. But, my intellect can understand that there is something deeper to which I still need to dive into and discover.

Funnily enough seeing that these post blogs are not being read by not a sheer amount of people, I feel I can express myself, and somehow, I can build my real self, with no sense of judgement and alter observation of who I am. This is me, and I will let nothing to stop me being who I am.

Like any other person on this planet, I feel down at times, happy at times, emotional at times, and this is perfectly fine. Social Media, tend to spread and evoke the sense that whatever the end user is doing is wrong.

The social reality that I will follow, will only be my own reality. I trust myself, my abilities, and I am worthier more than a Hellenistic Portrayal of a profile, I need to adjust myself into.

(who doesn’t like justified paragraphs; for so many times, I was told not to justify, but the linearity of it all makes me feel at rest)

This is me, my imperfect journey to happiness.

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Day 21 Find Focus

It’s been a while and I have been trying to keep this active but things need more time and focus and I had to prioritize myself in working efficiently and diligently.

Although I have few things to share I want to give you something cool I came across not long time ago. Maybe this can inspire some of you to look into.

http://www.loc.gov/pictures/search/?st=grid&co=coll

I find these images very intriguing and there is a sense of authentic memory that reside within each and every photograph.

“To find a fault is easy; to do better may be difficult.” – Louis Nizer

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Day 15

Learning from people and understanding that my journey is the same, and it takes time. Being constant and hard working will bare great fruits. I am better than I was yesterday.

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Day 14 Persistence and Endurance

Today it was a huge struggle, I found myself in some dilemma and keeping my threshold high can at times, be a trigger for me to actually feel annoyed and at times upset.

Some things that I should keep in mind to move forward, is that all things that are new can be a huge struggle at first, and Rome was not built in a day, but through small steps I can achieve big heights.

To this I will keep you with a small thought for today. I came from nothing and wherever I’m going I don’t know, the challenge that I have in front of me is something that I have to conquer to move forward for my dream.

Off to challenge myself one more time.

Persistence and endurance will make you omnipotent. Casey Neistat

‘You are what you do’

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Day 13 just keep swimming

Today the weather has failed us from any sun rays. Its been a long and exhausting day. I have worked on the topology and reworked myself again, as I realized that some parts were not working properly and could be problematic when I try to UV unwrap everything on a later stage, another development that I should work on is the 2D element that is part of this animation.

A deeper evaluation and construction of outcome should be undertaken for me to fully acknowledge which parts I should make emphasis on and somewhat develop my look dev for the eventual outcome.

I shall be discussing as well some animation elements that I might be embedding within my work. These are the following inspirations that I am inclined to develop and further enhance my work into.

 

Although i don’t have any dance involved within the development of my animation, the rhythmic pattern and energy and same element of fluidity is something that I would like to capture within my animation.

 

what’s next?

Dealing mainly with developing and formulating the first animation model, and working into achieving other assets this week. Together with this the development and getting on hold of music artist that will help me achieve the final outlook and development.

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(more sun tomorrow please :))

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