The year 2018

This was the most imperfect year ever, but that’s ok. 

 

For the first time in my life, I got to live and acknowledge all the insecurities that a young artist can ever encounter when getting into adulthood. First jobs, first deadlines, the first real epic fails and the real-life encounter with pain.

What did I learn from all these setbacks? 

Hehe, what I learned is that there is never a right answer to our lives. It is a meander that develops and grows with us. Similar to an airplane setting off from LA to somewhere – the destination and the path that we decide to live in will change and depend on what we do with our actions. Setbacks will be there to challenge us and really make us think deeper of who we are and what we are in this world. Although, for the 99% of the population thy existence does not acknowledge the matter for the 1% is what makes us want to try again and challenge all the nos until finally, we get to the path we all dreamt off. So the setbacks have truly helped me to acknowledge my power and the sheer need to be more, and share more of my goodness.

Where to next?

This blog started off with a mandatory assignment that I had to follow. Although four years ago I did not understand the fullness of this journey, today I feel that I can use this as a way to filter and find answers for my inner self. I want to create more visually compelling work, that I can express these emotions,  find the power to touch people and find solace in what I create.

I hope you’ll enjoy this journey

All the best for this festive season

Michelinmision

 

 

it all starts here

Away from comfort, I shall start this journey! Today was the day where I finally started planning out my year, my new chapter and my new ambitious self! All in the power to do good and be good, I have developed a well-structured timetable where I can retrain my body,  my mental capabilities, and my inner peace.

Although I have scheduled something that is simple, I feel that having a simple and clear objective will provide a clear and stable conscious of the way I want to work in the coming months. Together with this I have evaluated and sought to extract the dream goal to which I want all of this to unfold on, and with the sheer commitment, I will hard to redevelop my portfolio and focus on attaining this position.

Through Learning, Hard work, Graditute, and Self Empowerment I will reach the next level of excellence.

Stay Focused and Positive Micheliners!

MichelinMission 🙂

Clearing off my room

Today, marking one week off this journey I kicked it off with a big cleansing operation. Moving all my work in a new room, I took off unwanted stuff and started clearing off, years of hidden treasures. It was not easy but now I feel accomplished, and clearer. Somehow checking and removing unwanted items was a necessity I had to do after graduating, but never had the real time and dedication to do.

I feel that start afresh, renovating and changing my space is somewhat needed. Although I have always been allowed to work in any space given, I honestly have never had my own studio. My room and this has created a sort of constant anxiousness within me. Having my mom complaining about all the clutter, I feel at times I had to stick to my guns and finish a task no matter what.

Having a space to be is somehow liberating. A space, where the only rules and position is only yours.

Some cool shelfing I have been looking into;

Mi sueño, algún día tendré un estudio así.

Drawers - perfect flat storage. Would die for a wall of these. For the paper, the wood, acrylic ect...

 

office idea - desk with shelves for lots of books, etc.

Speak Soon Micheliners.

Stay+

Michelinmission

 

The structure to it all

I believe that working on structure and system development, I can find my way back into understanding what I want.

This mechanism not only will it fuel, some motivation, but it will develop a degree of discipline to which I can revive and revalue the processes to become a better self. This attitude and way of approaching the need to become a better self will change significantly the value within.

Having already developed a proper attitude of understanding, I acknowledge that this is the way forward into changing and developing who I am.

I know how great I am and I will let no downfall, condition who I am. I am the greatest and although time and situations, do test this, I know that I have enough strength to look forward into becoming a stronger me.

Stay +

Michelinmission

What do I really want to be?

 

There is a lot to this question that I have invested my entire childhood seeking to understand. Looking back in the development of understanding this, I realized that the quest in finding this answer is somehow always somewhere in the future. It is a metamorphosis that develops and inherits effects, experiences through out the journey ahead.

Something that is profound is that although sometimes even getting to your aspired destination, somehow a missing link is always there. Taking on my aspirations, I have always been casing the dream of becoming an animator. Having achieved this in its full glory, I understand that somehow, my life is more than this. To this desire to be more, achieve more, I am in the middle of a cross road to find and understand the deeper sense, of this presence on this earth. One can argue that this can be through my own animation, it is indeed. But, my intellect can understand that there is something deeper to which I still need to dive into and discover.

Funnily enough seeing that these post blogs are not being read by not a sheer amount of people, I feel I can express myself, and somehow, I can build my real self, with no sense of judgement and alter observation of who I am. This is me, and I will let nothing to stop me being who I am.

Like any other person on this planet, I feel down at times, happy at times, emotional at times, and this is perfectly fine. Social Media, tend to spread and evoke the sense that whatever the end user is doing is wrong.

The social reality that I will follow, will only be my own reality. I trust myself, my abilities, and I am worthier more than a Hellenistic Portrayal of a profile, I need to adjust myself into.

(who doesn’t like justified paragraphs; for so many times, I was told not to justify, but the linearity of it all makes me feel at rest)

This is me, my imperfect journey to happiness.

Stay +

Michelinmission

What is michelinmission?

 

The project that I am currently working on is somewhat different from the rest. The intention for this project is to invoke a sense of happiness, positivity and profound understanding on projecting something that is all but willingness to portray goodness.

Unlike other projects that I have worked on in the past, this project seeks to identify the purpose and the real value of happiness. Staying away from marks, achievements, the real goal that this project wants to evoke is the real sense of self confidence, acceptance and more than ever a real sense of self empowerment.

In the first phase of this project I will focus on the mind, and body. Taking into considerations all aspects, I will try to find a good balance of soul purification and self understanding of these inner struggles. Although this might be hard, and somewhat impossible, I’m ready to commit in doing this for my self good.

This personal journey will seek to create again my inner self discipline aspect, leadership quality, acceptance, and more than ever a remapping of my self significance in this life that i’m living in.

Dream Big, Stay focused and Listen to your heart!

Stay Positive,

michelinmission

Commencement Date : 13th February 2018